turn a new leaf..

hye!salam..dah 3 mggu sy di kmns and it has been 3 weeks since we went through our own path..and it feels like opening a new chapter in our life..life must go on as this decision was made by both of us..we want this and we know that this is the best for us..at first, i thought that this will be hard for me but alhamdulillah like he said 'kalau kita mencari keredhaan ALLAH, pasti Dia akan memberi kita kekuatan'.. and i didn't feel any hurts..

maybe it is because we did this just and only for the sake of ALLAH..being in this relationship for almost a year and half taught me many things.. in fact, i began to change to someone new..someone better of course..and thanx to him for realising me about some things that i always take them for granted..being a student in kmns makes me have no time to think about relationship and stuff..

study, take a sleep, friends and hw are the only things that keep buzzling in my mind..it's a lie if i don't think about love at all.. i do..but i didn't mention or talk about it in serious mood..back to the topic, i have started to learn to live without him..i do texting and message-ing him but not as often as before..so, as a conclusion, we both happy with this decision..no hard feeling..

we believe in qada and qadar..His plan is the best.. i have a strong faith in HIM..He won't let hamba2 nya in difficult situation with no reasons..everything that happens in our life must come with reasons..see it in a positive way because who knows maybe we will get something from the hardship..

so, for you, E, i will always pray that you will always be happy and good luck with your electrical engineering..just like you said 'electrical engineering ni susah..' just remember what i've been told you before..'kalau senang, hilang la kemanisan dr hasil yg kita dpt'..strive sama2 eh..

jd engineer and at the same time jd ustaz cpt2..doktor and pakar motivasi pun boleh..ada bakat..haha..and one more thing,cari gf cpt2..haha..so, that is it..see you again my dear online diary..salam..and have a nice day guys..

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